I can't sleep and my thoughts are bugging me.
Lab report:
I really feel lazy right now. It's 3am and I have no idea what to write, but I have to finish it for the sake of my group mates' grades. I feel annoyed that it's my turn to do this and today is just not the right for me to make this crap.
Judo Competition:
I have to go to USTe later before 8am and I am really nervous right now. At least winning my first match would make me feel good, but my first opponent will be from the College of Architecture. Judo members from Archi are really good and yeah, I'm just a damn beginner. I really need rest, yet I'm here awake, trying to think of what to write for Lab report. Total crap. -.-
Paskuhan:
Paskuhan will be on Friday and I'm still confused about my gift list. I've no money anymore due to treasuring problems (Another CRAP) and yeah, it sucks. I gotta buy the gifts on Thursday, but still I don't know what to buy for them. Also - The Pillow. I don't think I still want to give the pillow to this someone who I think wouldn't appreciate it at all. I just don't know anymore. o.o
Debut:
2 more weeks and it's going to be my debut. We need at least two more practices for cotillion. I still have SO MUCH to work on and it's stressing me out. Aside from those works, mum is stressing me out too with her rants and random odd ideas. I just want this to be done quickly. I want a peaceful Christmas vacation. :|
Wishlist:
I really don't know what mami will get me for Christmas and Birthday. I hope I get a good one... something like DS or Wii or PS3 or New Phone or Laptop or Lancer Ex - I wish. Ha ha ha. She told me that she's gonna give me another gift - trip to somewhere. I'm feeling England, France... just guessing. :)) Ha ha.
Lab report:
Again, it sucks. x[
Love:
I'm loveless. Ha ha. Maybe crushless - Lols. Well, I'm not so sure anymore. I'm just into bumming around now and playing DotA and valuing my close friends and music. I don't enjoy writing stuff any longer... I know I'm lacking inspiration, but no one is there to drown me with it. Should I be happy about this ?
LSS:
Driveway - Making April
So we pull into your driveway,
I don’t want you to leave.
The stars get your attention,
I lean back in my seat and we just talk,
And listen to the mix that you had made me days before.
And I was never good at this,
Insinuating lines that might lead to that first kiss.
So roll your eyes with every awkward line I fumble,
Until I get this right.
Was I wrong to take this bound ?
‘Cause I’m in love with what I found.
But you’re coy and you’re holding things back,
And I know you but I can’t see through.
These doors that you won’t let me in.
I guess I’ll turn around, I’ll turn around, and go.
Well I’ll just go.
And I’ll wake up with this taste of,
A bitter sweet despair.
‘Cause holding you is like fighting for,
A final breath of air that drifts the room tonight.
I’m getting tight and I can feel you falling off.
So give me one more chance I’ll take this.
One more shot I’ll make this.
One more feeling I can’t get from anyone but you, but you.
Sleep:
Now is probably the best time for me to sleep.
WAKE UP ON TIME later. @_@
[ M e m e ]
! Somehow I hear your song resound.
