Don't sell your heart; don't say we're not meant to be -

Saturday, January 31, 2009

3:13 PM

Valentine's is coming to town. Which means.... LOL.

Think deep Meme !

[ Y u k o ]

! Somehow I hear your song resound.

Thursday, January 29, 2009

3:22 PM

You have no idea how much it affects me whenever you get close to me. *_*

[ Y u k o ]

! Somehow I hear your song resound.

5:50 AM

UGH

It may be a surreal blur,
The way you had me cured.
It was unexpected,
That even you protested.
Yet honestly I was contented,
The simple smiles you gave,
They had me melted.

But in this life we get strangled,
And sadly this is where we landed.
You knew my heart was beating,
And it hurts to be stuck at the beginning.

'Cause you make me feel what you got,
Yet my eyes are blind to see your heart.
These cunning roads are playing tricks on me,
So just let me strum out hard,
Before you break my heart.

Now that you've finally let me find out,
You are the smile that I can never have.
And if it's that hard for you,
I'll just stand still, maybe wait,
Wish for a dream come true.

But now, the obvious distance,
Filling my being with the lost chance.
The future, so surreal,
This blurry road shall never be real.

[ Y u k o ]

! Somehow I hear your song resound.

Wednesday, January 28, 2009

6:24 AM

I woke up late today. I felt the headache. I played DotA for around 10 hours. I learned how to use a new strong hero. I had my first Killing Spree moment. I had extreme fun pwning the opponents. I communicated a lot with DotA boys. I still felt dull without your messages. I had to think about it. I then thought it really is easy for you to forget about me. I had to realize that it is normal. I must learn to get used to it. I was so into my game. I was looking at my phone from time to time. I saw no message from you most of the time. I felt down every time. I did not feel the speed of time. I do not think DotA was a waste of time. I wish to speak with you all the time. I want time to slow down for a life time. I wish to be with you all the time. I think I hate time. I Lol.

[ Y u k o ]

! Somehow I hear your song resound.

Tuesday, January 27, 2009

9:50 AM

Disheartening . Depressing . Insulting . Saddening

Simple words . Strong meanings

[ Y u k o ]

! Somehow I hear your song resound.

8:39 AM

This has no title yet, so Respo just put "Pending Melo" as the notepad name.
It's our unfinished song. He he. I wrote the lyrics and some editing by Respo.

Verse 1:
I know it may seem wrong,
But still I'm rowing with all my might.
These feelings should not last long,
But in this world now, what is right?

Pre-Chorus
I'm striving through my own sense,
Trying to get through some missing fence,
But still I'm wondering how it went so bad.

Chorus:
Why do I always suffer every time I feel ?
Why can't this be just another dream ?
Why do I even try to think ?
My heart's beating, I think I'm falling.
Hands are shaking every time, every time you're there.

Verse 2:
Sometimes you just cant see,
Just see me passed the melancholy.
Though I know that I'm still strong,
I still have a long day to run this road.

Bridge:
I'm rushing through the rain,
Just trying to find to your face...
The thunder's screaming loud,
Just listen to the sound...
And you'll know.

[ Y u k o ]

! Somehow I hear your song resound.

8:29 AM

Something

I can feel the pain,
Like I'm being choked by a chain.
All this time I've been trying,
For four months, I've been lying.
Why won't you just tell me to let go ?
Then in a day or two,
I'll learn how to go with your flow.
Why can you not be honest ?
I know I'd become miserable at best.
But please do not underestimate me,
For I will still find a way out someday and be free.

How can you tease me so easily...
How can you stare at me so freely...
Why can't you just help me see...
That I'm just another rotten fish in your sea.

Some gay crap I wrote last year. Ha ha.
I've got nothing else to post, but I wanna post. So here it is ! LOL.

[ Y u k o ]

! Somehow I hear your song resound.

3:52 AM

I Have A Bad Feeling About This.

[ Y u k o ]

! Somehow I hear your song resound.

Saturday, January 24, 2009

8:53 AM

But if it's that hard for you, I'll just stand still and wish for a dream come true.

[ Y u k o ]

! Somehow I hear your song resound.

5:52 AM

You know the feeling when you just want to say so many things cause they're all stuck inside you, like inside your mind, heart, and entire being, yet you can't really do it for some unknown reason so you feel restless and speechless at best and all you can do is stare at space, wonder how things could have been and how things will be in the days to come 'cause you know you want something and yet you're not even sure if that something wants you back and so you get confused and hanging on and you try to open it up, but you just can't cause it's hard like that so you just sing songs all day long, while realizing that things may be over even though they actually aren't; on the other hand, you just wanna stand up and run far far away until you find that peace that you've always wanted by sitting on a grassy field with trees, flowers, and mountains all around you and that perfect sky that catches your heart all throughout, but the thing is that's quite impossible especially here in Manila 'cause I dun see any grassy field here with trees, flowers, and mountains surrounding it cause if I found one long before, it would have been my secret place--you know, somewhere to go to when everything's just not right and you just wanna release all the pressure that's been bottling up inside of you and I don't understand why I'm dreaming for that dream place, but anyway, life is hard and so it is strong, and since we are in this life, we should be strong too and hard sometimes so that we won't get hurt that much even though most of the time there is no reason for people to get hurt you know, like if there is a dark side, there will always be a bright side, yet again it's always hard to see that bright side cause we tend to seek for something that would hide us from everything else and since darkness can hide us from all, we unconsciously do our best to ignore the bright side, but man what's the connection of this and I'm not making sense at all and feeling empty is not a good reason for me to be too random much because being empty means nada and nada means nothing and so how come I have words flowing out of me--words that corrupt my being sometimes, but I love words so I can't really ignore them cause they give me the power to have a lil more strength in the circumstances that I face in life, a great partner when you're in pain like you can just write it all off then you'd feel a lil bit fine and so I should stop now cause I've nothing left to say except I like you so much, please understand this confession.

[ Y u k o ]

! Somehow I hear your song resound.

Wednesday, January 21, 2009

5:47 AM

Nariyan ka pa ba ? Hindi ka na matanaw.

[ Y u k o ]

! Somehow I hear your song resound.

Tuesday, January 20, 2009

6:24 AM

And there I was, restless and waiting. Looking at your seat from time to time, longing for your prefect smile. Questions came running through my head. Where could you be ? Did anything happen ? Are you stuck in traffic ? With these, time quickly passed by and finally, chem hell ended, but still you weren't there. I went around the room for a bit, then decided to stay outside. I just stood there waiting patiently, staring at the hallway once in a while. It actually felt like forever when suddenly, I was cut off by a sound that involuntarily made my head turn... and there I saw you -- Smiling brightly as my heart skipped a beat or two. The tension in me grew as I saw you come near. I was speechless and breathless for some puzzling reason, and in a flash, you were out of my sight.

I sat by the window, chilling myself down. I wondered if you would ever come back. And when I was starting to lose hope, the door abruptly opened, and I saw the light. Ha ha !

Well, that's how I stopped my typing. Couldn't prevent myself from smiling. Nothing in this world could ever keep me from staring at you now... and I hope I don't overdo it. I might scare you soon. (LOL)

I was enjoying our time until Lit broke the fun.

Now I can't wait for tomorrow. =)

[ Y u k o ]

! Somehow I hear your song resound.

Monday, January 19, 2009

7:27 AM

Pressure - Paramore

Tell me where our time went
And if it was time well spent
Just don't let me fall asleep
Feeling empty again

'Cause I fear I might break
And I fear I can't take it
Tonight I'll lay awake, feeling empty

I can feel the pressure
It's getting closer now
We're better off without you
I can feel the pressure
It's getting closer now
We're better off without you

Now that I'm losing hope
And there's nothing else to show
For all of the days that we spent
Carried away from home

Somethings I'll never know
And I had to let them go
I'm sitting all alone, feeling empty

Blalala... No crap sense to think anymore.

[ Y u k o ]

! Somehow I hear your song resound.

Saturday, January 17, 2009

4:25 AM

Say anything, but say what you mean,
cause I'm caught in suspension.

[ Y u k o]

! Somehow I hear your song resound.

Friday, January 16, 2009

11:03 PM

Innovations - - Oh how tempting. Ha ha !
I want something again now. Yes, I know... it seems like I want everything. Lol, but anyway. It's called the GENIUS SP-TI200 SPEAKER. I just think I need new speakers for my pc, and t

his would be a great replacement. :D

"Genius has announced to release a new speaker system named SP-T12oo. The latest speaker system features a touch panel screen to control function, volume, bass or treble. All this can be controlled with touch of a finger. The speakers are especially designed for desktops and laptops." - Techshout.com

It looks smexy. Ha ha. Well, smexier than my current speakers right now which I only got for free when Dad bought my pc. I actually saw this from CitibankRewards. Mum came in my room today to bug me about the Psp game that she wants. So while I was being forced to download her "Luxor" Game, she suddenly asked Nikki to give her the catalogue of BPI Rewards. She has enough points to get me an Ipod Shuffle or a NGB SP for Nikki. Ha ha. I guess Nikki can have the SP since I dun really need a Shuffle now. We then checked out CitibanksRewards online, and tada ~ I saw this very precious speakers. XD Ha ha ha. Mum can actually get this Genius for me, but I contemplated for a while and thus, I chose Nintendo DS over it. Why ? I want to play Pokemon. LOL. I'll just save up for this very elegant speakers... hoping to get it before the year ends.

I can't really say that I am a materialistic person 'cause for me, a materialistic person is a person who would spend too much on innovations and the like rather than food, personal needs, etc. I mean. It's alright to spend for these stuff cause they were made to be bought, right ? As long as you have the money. Don't borrow money if it's not a need. Don't spend for innovation if it's the last cash that you got, but always remember that you get money primarily for your needs and, if your have enought left, for your wants. Stuffing em up in the bank will make the bank happy, not yourself. Basic principles in life and I know you guys know these already. I just don't know why I'm lecturing here like crap. Ha ha. Guess what I'm thinking of now ? Sony Mylo 2. LOL. x)

[ Y u k o ]

! Somehow I hear your song resound.

10:52 AM

Grabe walang tigil pagpopost ko. Ha ha ha. Pang-apat ko na to na walang tigil. :)) I'm THIS bored. He he. I got this from Paola and nakuha din to ni Paola from Ate Mia. Ha ha ha. Thanks Paola and Ate mia. xD I hope fun to. Lols. Eto yung instructions:

Put your player on shuffle and hit the 'Next' button to get your answer to every question. You must indicate the title and artist, no matter how far-fetched it sounds. Tag people who might be interested in doing this same thing. No cheating.

Oha, here I go. :D

WHAT DO YOU LIKE IN A GUY/GIRL?

~Mouth Shut - The Veronicas

[ Ok. That's weird. :)) No way. ]

WHAT IS YOUR LIFE'S PURPOSE?

~7 Things - Miley Cyrus

[ HA HA HA HA. XD ]

WHAT IS YOUR MOTTO?

~Hurry Up and Wait - Making April

[ Too Far down,
The road you know I'm scared to go down.
I'm waking up anxious to lay back down,
'Cause all I can do here is wait,
Just wait, I'll hurry up and wait. ]

WHAT DO YOUR FRIENDS THINK OF YOU?

~Embers and Envelopes - Mae

[ Errr. o.o'' ]

WHAT DO YOU THINK ABOUT VERY OFTEN?

~Song oo.o - Draft music that Ivan made.

[ And the lyrics I made for this is for J. Lol. ]

WHAT DO YOU THINK OF THE PERSON YOU LIKE?

~Your Love Is A Lie - Simple Plan

[ LOL WHAT THE. PWEDE ? :)) HA HA. ]

WHAT IS YOUR LIFE STORY?

~Ride of Your Life - Oliver James

[ Aww. Ha ha. :)
'Wishing on a shooting star,
But dreams alone won't get you far.' ]

WHAT DO YOU WANT TO BE WHEN YOU GROW UP?

~Take Care - Copeland

[ Ha ha. Taga-alaga ng minamahal. :p ]

WHAT DO YOUR PARENTS THINK OF YOU?

~Before I Let You Go - Freestyle

[ Wahaha. xD ]

WHAT SONG WILL YOU DANCE TO AT YOUR WEDDING?

~Anything - Mae

[ Hmm. Pwede. x) ]

WHAT WILL THEY PLAY AT YOUR FUNERAL?

~Priceless - Copeland

[ Ha ha ! Priceless and Needed daw ako. :)) Lols. ]

WHAT IS YOUR HOBBY/INTEREST?

~Saying Sorry - Hawthorne Heights

[ What the. Ha ha. XD ]

WHAT IS YOUR BIGGEST SECRET?

~Scar Tissue - Red Hot Chili Peppers

[ Omg ? Ha ha. ]

WHAT DO YOU THINK OF YOUR FRIENDS?

~Coming Around Again - Copeland

[ I'm inlove with them ? Ha ha ha. xp ]

WHAT'S THE WORST THING THAT COULD HAPPEN?

~Chase You Down - Making April

[ Chasing the one you adore. D: ]

HOW WILL YOU DIE?

~When Finally Set Free - Copeland

[ I will die when the one I love lets go of me. LOLZ. Ha ha ! ]

WHAT IS THE ONE THING YOU REGRET?

~When I'm With You - Simple Plan

[ 'I guess I'll never get to call you mine.' Eeh, regret ? o.o ]

WHAT MAKES YOU LAUGH?

~It's The Way You Make Me Feel - Steps

[ Funny cause sinayaw namin ? XD ]

WHAT MAKES YOU CRY?

~Broken Man - Boys Like Girls

[ Yuhhh. Ha ha ha. ]

WHAT SCARES YOU THE MOST?

~Do You Hear What I Hear - Copeland

[ 'Cause the little lamb spoke to the shepherd boy and stuff ? Ha ha ha. x) ]

IF YOU COULD GO BACK IN TIME, WHAT WOULD YOU CHANGE?

~Tonight - FM Static

[ He he he. Not sure about this. ]

WHAT HURTS RIGHT NOW?

~Greatest Story Every Told - Oliver James

[ Cause I can't dance with that special someone ? Lols. ]

Grabe. Napagod ako sa pag type. Ha ha ! Anong oras na. Di pa din ako natutulog. He he he, but answering this post was fun and random. Too random. XD Ha ha ha. Next Song: You Have My Attention - Copeland. Yeh, You do. Like you've had all the while. He he. :)

[ Y u k o ]

! Somehow I hear your song resound.

10:28 AM

I'm bored and quite sleepy at the moment, but I'm craving for a good drink. We don't have anything nice downstairs. We have water, just water... which is obviously not satisfying at all. So here I am... blogging, yet again. Thinking of so many things and missing people. Getting confused with feelings and dreaming of that perfect smile. Yikes. Ha ha. So I'm just going to share my Top 10 favorite song as of this moment.

T0P 10:
1. Goodbye, Goodnight - Mae
2. Crazy 8s - Mae
3. You Have My Attention - Copeland
4. The Closes Thing - The Julianna Theory
5. She Changes Your Mind - Copeland
6. Ride of Your Life - Oliver James
7. Suspension - Mae
8. Soundtrack For Our Movie - Mae
9. When Finally Set Free - Copeland
10. Goodnight Starlight - The Julianna Theory

Try listening to these songs. You might love 'em. I can send em to you through YM, just ask me if you want. Ha ha ha. They have pretty interesting lyrics that most of you can relate you, I suppose. Ha ha. Actually, it's about time that I drink water. No matter how boring water can get, I have no choice but to accept it cause I'm really thirsty now. Ha ha ha. Ganight ! :)

[ Y u k o ]

! Somehow I hear your song resound.

7:24 AM

Image stolen from Phil.
Lyrics from Crazy 8s - Mae.

[ Y u k o ]

! Somehow I hear your song resound.

6:19 AM

We're chasing heaven as it fades into black,
Can't get it back, no, we can't get it back.
It's like we're running crazy 8s 'round the track,
Can't wait to come back, can't wait to come back.

Lol. Puro lyrics na mga entries ko. He he. An sarap ng feeling matulog ng sobrang tagal. Para bang nawala lahat ng problema ko sa buhay. Ha ha ha. Exagge e. But yeh, I'm really glad wala nang prelims. Omg. FREEDOM. Ha ha. Super badshot pako kay Mama kagabi, pero now ok na kami. Parang walang nanyari, which is good, but alam ko tuwing may situations na connected kagabi, todo sermon nanaman ako nun. Yaan mo na, papakabait nalang ako. Ha ha. 44th Birthday ba naman niya sa Sunday. Hindi parin ako nakakaisip ng magandang gift idea. Dapat kasi Birthday niya Monday nalang, para mabilhan ko siya ng flowers sa Dangwa (Tama ba spelling?) Ha ha. Anywhooo.

Gagawa kami ng song ni Towi. Ha ha. KASO hindi ako makaisip ng lyrics. As in. Feeling ko kapag gumawa ako, ang gay ng kalalabasan. Tama ba, Towi ? Ha ha. Si Towi magaling naman magsulat, ayaw pa sumulat. Panget daw. Psh. Kung panget kanya, ano pa kaya akin. Mababaw yung mga lyrics na nagagawa ko e, wala man lang atang metaphor. But I really want to learn how to write lyrics like Copeland's and Mae's and Making April's. Seriously. :| Ha ha. And nagkaka urge nako now magbasa ng novels cause I guess pag nagbasa ako, titino English ko. XD At baka makasulat nako ng magandang essays and lyrics someday. If I were to read a book now, pipiliin ko Pride & Prejudice cause... wala lang. Gusto ko ganun din ako magsalita - - Old English. :D Ha ha ha. Let me dream on.

Uuuh. ._. texted me right now. Sabi lang 'imy. yun lang.' He he. I unno how to reply to that, really. It might be awkward if I reply 'imissyou too'. I want the friendship back and I hope it happens before the school year ends. I guess kaya naman e, kaso ako lang ata yung nagiging bitter dito. Ewan. Mahaba-habang pag-iisip gagawin ko nito bago makareply. Ha ha ha. Hirap hirap magreply sa mga text kapag seryoso o kaya hindi direct to the point -- mahirap intindihin sobra. Ayaw na ayaw ko ba naman nag aassume... kasi sasaktan ko lang sarili ko pag ganun. Yak. Ha ha ! Tama na. Walang kwenta kwento ko tonight. :))

Could you stay with me tonight?
We sleep for dreaming and away it goes.
And I'll make you believe one last time,
And let you feel it as my heart explodes.

[ Y u k o ]

! Somehow I hear your song resound.

Wednesday, January 14, 2009

3:44 AM

Lss: Goodbye, Goodnight - Mae

I feel like studying tonight, but still I'm not studying. How weird. o.o I'm just simply distracted by everything around me - music, internet, cellphone, dog, food... chocolates ! xD Ha ha. But I dun feel sad at all, which is good.

The nights are getting colder.
The red light's on, it's over.
To give up now doesn't make much sense.
So this is my goodbye.
Surprised, because I thought I could walk you home tonight,
but you're leaving me here on the defense.

Not sad, yet I feel something strong inside. I feel as if I need to keep distance again. Stay aloof from everything. Well, not really everything, but I dun think I have to go deeper in this post. But again - that's just my feeling. I'm still contemplating with my demented mind if I should do this.

I'm sitting under falling stars.
Do you miss me where you are?
I'm making plans to be with you.
But have they come unglued?
What am I to do without you?

Aside from my very annoying feeling, I'm having trouble with school. Seriously. I could raise the white flag anytime soon, but I just can't do that. Mumi's gonna kill me. Lol. I'm failing ALL of my subjects EXCEPT PE. How great. I really wish I can become a Pro Athlete soon. T_T Buh Oh whell. Nstp Sucks too. I will try to drop that EFFIN Cwts tomorrow morning and if I fail, I have to write the best excuse letter ever as to why I failed to attend the first trip. Towi said he'll help out. Thank you, Towi. =o SIGH. Second trip will be on Sunday, January 18 and guess what - That's mammeh's burfday. I still don't have any gift for her. I'm a useless child.

Goodbye, I'm not going to waste this time,
this light that burns will keep on fading.
Goodnight, I'm not getting up off of this ride,
I'm holding tight until I can feel alive.

This is getting hard. Well, not really.
I'm surprisingly having fun.
But has it ended ?

Goodnight and Goodbye.

[ Y u k o ]

! Somehow I hear your song resound.

Tuesday, January 13, 2009

4:08 AM

School sucks, but I can endure this for I know I'll see you again tomorrow... because of school. :)

LABO. XD

[ Y u k o ]

! Somehow I hear your song resound.

Monday, January 12, 2009

6:32 AM

My head is seriously aching right now for some unknown horrible reason. Well, my body has been weak lately due to lack of sleep and unending activities, but it got worse tonight. You know the feeling when sickness is just there around the corner ? And the bad thing is that when you get too beat, it'll finally emerge like a ninja taking advantage of every filthy chance. I've started to feel sick - though I'm really hoping this slight illness would come to an end right now. I seriously need more energy for this week since it's our prelims and I have to finish my Formal Report in Chem Lab. But anyway, my head still hurts and I kinda proved the idea that striked me this morning: It's going to be a bad day. I had a bad hair day and it was frustrating me all throughout. BMA Lec and Lab Exams were too... evil. I dun even want to think about those subjects anymore. Suckers. Lol. BUT YUH - Headache Crap ! o-o I did too much thinking tonight and my face was so warm. It seemed like all my blood gushed up to my head, eventually realizing its faint redish color.

*Meme Falls Asleep* -.-

[ Y u k o ]

! Somehow I hear your song resound.

Sunday, January 11, 2009

4:45 AM

Name: Melody Kong
Date: 1/11/2009
Colorgenics Number: 06431725

You are seeking protection against anything which might seem to be exhausting you or tiring you out. It would appear that you are seeking a life of security and physical ease, free from any problem or disturbance.

Of late, everything seems to be going so slowly - far slower than you anticipated - and this is causing you much anxiety and frustration. It would appear that there is little you can do about the series of events that now seem to be taking place. In spite of the fact that you feel like 'giving up' - don't. Take a deep breath and start over again and you will find that eventually the expression 'All's well that ends well' will have an extra special meaning for you.

Being emotionally inhibited you have no alternative at this time but to be a 'watcher' rather than a 'doer'. At this time you feel as if you are being forced to compromise and stand back. But this is not the true you. Deep down there is that warm 'open' you which is awaiting the moment to burst forth - maybe like the chrysalis which will soon become the butterfly.

You are experiencing considerable stress which is essentially the result of on going rejection and hostility. You are in the unpleasant position where offers of trust, affection and understanding are being withheld and you are being treaded with a degrading lack of consideration. You feel that you are being denied the appreciation that you deserve, which is essential to your well-being and self-esteem, but you have to face up to the situation because as matters stand at this time there is little that you can do about it - you feel that you are getting nowhere and the continuous struggle is a lonely one: all difficulties and no encouragement. Whatever you try to say or do is met with continuous hostility and no matter how much you protest you are consistently misunderstood. You need to escape from the situation but you are so perplexed that you cannot find the strength of mind to make the necessary decision.

In the past your trusting attitude has often been misunderstood and so you have needed to protect yourself against your tendency to be abused and taken advantage of. As a consequence you possibly adopt an aloof and critical attitude and you are only willing to let your guard down once sincerity and trustworthiness can be assured.

[ Y u k o ]

! Somehow I hear your song resound.

Friday, January 9, 2009

2:36 AM

I still feel too damn lazy to update... and to prevent myself from forgetting everything that happened during mi very busy holidays, I will put in a time line right here of the events. Then, blog about each of them later on. Ha ha. xD

December 23: Date with Robin.
December 24: Shopping for Christmas Gifts; Wimpy Kid.
December 25: Christmas; Room Cleaning.
December 26: I think (can't remember) I stayed at home; Nagmukmok. XD
December 27: Hangout with Marko, Jeko, and Bully.
December 28: Mi Burfday: Debut; Sleepover.
December 29: Kfc; Opening of Gifts; Bea's Burfday: Debut.
December 30: Stayed at home; Watched August Rush and Pride & Prejudice.
December 31: Town with Jeko; PS3 Moments; New Year's Eve.
January 1: Bum around; Town with Family.
January 2: Went to La Luz Batangas; Met Yui the Husky.
January 3: Go home from Beach; Tita Bobby's 70th Celebration.
January 4: Festival Mall with Cousins and Pamangkins.
January 5: Michelle's Party; Drinking crap.

At dahil sa party ni Michelle, nangangati parin ako ! Crap. o.o ! So there. Dami ko na natype. Masakit na ulo ko sa kakaisip ng mga events. Please tell me if ever may mali ako. XD Ha ha ! THANKS. :D

[ Y u k o ]

! Somehow I hear your song resound.

Thursday, January 1, 2009

9:54 AM

Ako ay hindi mapakali sa mga nangyayari. Wala naman dapat akong alalahanin, ngunit pilit na gumagana ang aking isip habang sinusubukang makipag-usap sa aking saloobin -- puso na masyadong nagmamahal hindi alam kung saan ang patutunguhan at alam na alam ang kasiyahang nais maipahiwatig sa taong pinahahalagahan pero kahit anong gawin ay nabubulag lamang lalo. Wag nang umasa pa dahil yoon naman talaga ang tama, hindi ba ? Ang pagmasdan siyang naglalakad na masaya, katabi ko at tumatawa hindi dahil sakin kundi dahil sa mga ibang taong nagpapasaya sakanya, ngunit alam ko naman na alam niyang narito lamang ako sa tabi niya, masaya sa piling niya at pprotektahan sa anumang sakuna. Madalas wala nang kwenta ang mga pinagsasabi ko, madalas nakakaburaot na. Minsan nakakamangha, minsan nakakasawa. Ano man ang tingin dito ay wala na akong pakialam, ang gusto ko lamang ay tandaan niyang masaya ako kapag masaya siya at handa siyang yakapin kapag kailangan niya ng kaibigan... na nagmamahal.

[ Y u k o ]

! Somehow I hear your song resound.

9:03 AM

"Now I'm speechless over the edge, I'm just breathless.
I never thought that I'd catch this lovebug again.
Hopeless, head over heals in the moment.
I never thought that I'd get hit by this lovebug again."

I'm not so sure what to say, but I felt like blogging. Lately, batchmates and I have been making lots of plans, but yeah. Like a while ago, I wanted to go to Sbucks. Rai, Bata, and Rob were fine by it, but Juju couldn't go with us cause she said it was late around 11.30pm and she dint ask permission. We kinda forced her to just 'takas', however we failed. Yet the plan was still there, so when Rai suggested that we leave already, I suddenly found out that we were gonna sbucks at Santana, not Bluewave. I want Bluewave so that Bata could come with us, but anyway... we just cancelled the idea. Another plan is that beach tomorrow. I might go to the beach with family and I've been asking people if they would love to come with us. Brian would love to and it's his bday by the way. Lol. But yeah, he's not allowed to go out tomorrow. Ryan and Robin are both game for tomorrow's plan, but the problem is that Bata can't come cause she said it's short notice and she must study. Ybee can't too cause he's gonna study. Juju can't too cause of her ballet. So much for diligence and responsibility. He he. So yeah. Before I got dc in ym a while ago, I was left there with Ryan, Robin, and Jmar. We were talking about Ragnarok stuff, Lol. Then, I found out that those three were gonna donate money to the private server. They're so addicted to it. Rob and Jmar are gonna give 2k each, while Ryan will give 1k. Rob was telling Rai to give 2k too, but Rai said 2k is too much, 1k is enough. Good decision, Rai. Lol. I never tried spending that much for RO. I almost did before, but yeah. Good thing I dint. >.< OR DID I AND I JUST FORGOT ? O.O Lols. Sooo. What else. I watched Pride and Prejudice earlier. I love it. O.O'' The way they spoke and the senteces they used were sooooo.... attractive. Every sentence was seductive. Ha ha ! Does it have a book ? If so, here I come book. LoL. I wanna learn to speak witty like em. :) Ha ha. Hmm Then went to town with family. They boughts gifts for Tita Bobi's 70th birthday this Saturday. Can't wait. I'm gonna see my cousins again. I can see Alexander too ! The younger brother of Catherine, the half danish girl at my debut. I unno why Alexander wasn't there. Never seen him for... yearssssssssss. Anyway. Karl told me Alexander is a really tall, handsome, and sweet kid now. Aww. I must see him ! Ha ha incest ! XD SO YEAH. This post is long now. I must stop ! XD

"I can't get your smile out of my mind, I think about your eyes all the time."

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! Somehow I hear your song resound.