Lss: Goodbye, Goodnight - MaeI feel like studying tonight, but still I'm not studying. How weird. o.o I'm just simply distracted by everything around me - music, internet, cellphone, dog, food... chocolates ! xD Ha ha. But I dun feel sad at all, which is good.
The nights are getting colder.
The red light's on, it's over.
To give up now doesn't make much sense.
So this is my goodbye.
Surprised, because I thought I could walk you home tonight,
but you're leaving me here on the defense.Not sad, yet I feel something strong inside. I feel as if I need to keep distance again. Stay aloof from everything. Well, not really everything, but I dun think I have to go deeper in this post. But again - that's just my feeling. I'm still contemplating with my demented mind if I should do this.
I'm sitting under falling stars.
Do you miss me where you are?
I'm making plans to be with you.
But have they come unglued?
What am I to do without you?Aside from my very annoying feeling, I'm having trouble with school. Seriously. I could raise the white flag anytime soon, but I just can't do that. Mumi's gonna kill me. Lol. I'm failing ALL of my subjects EXCEPT PE. How great. I really wish I can become a Pro Athlete soon. T_T Buh Oh whell. Nstp Sucks too. I will try to drop that EFFIN Cwts tomorrow morning and if I fail, I have to write the best excuse letter ever as to why I failed to attend the first trip. Towi said he'll help out. Thank you, Towi. =o SIGH. Second trip will be on Sunday, January 18 and guess what - That's mammeh's burfday. I still don't have any gift for her. I'm a useless child.
Goodbye, I'm not going to waste this time,
this light that burns will keep on fading.
Goodnight, I'm not getting up off of this ride,
I'm holding tight until I can feel alive.
This is getting hard. Well, not really.
I'm surprisingly having fun.
But has it ended ?
Goodnight and Goodbye.
[ Y u k o ]
! Somehow I hear your song resound.
