UGH

It may be a surreal blur,
The way you had me cured.
It was unexpected,
That even you protested.
Yet honestly I was contented,
The simple smiles you gave,
They had me melted.

But in this life we get strangled,
And sadly this is where we landed.
You knew my heart was beating,
And it hurts to be stuck at the beginning.

'Cause you make me feel what you got,
Yet my eyes are blind to see your heart.
These cunning roads are playing tricks on me,
So just let me strum out hard,
Before you break my heart.

Now that you've finally let me find out,
You are the smile that I can never have.
And if it's that hard for you,
I'll just stand still, maybe wait,
Wish for a dream come true.

But now, the obvious distance,
Filling my being with the lost chance.
The future, so surreal,
This blurry road shall never be real.