Anyway. I was just fixing my music list the entire afternoon and I feel so tired cause of it. -.- Also, annoyed cause I can't transfer em songs to the damn phone. -_- What a crappy bummer. But anyway, I had enough patience to smile still and sing random songs. I have this song that's been stuck inside my head since who knows when.
Everything I Ask For - The Maine.
Oh she makes me feel like shit,
It's always something.
But I can't get over it,
She thinks it's nothing.
'Cause she's everything I ask for,
Everything I ask for,
And just a little bit more.
Everything I ask for,
Everything I ask for,
And so much more.
Just had to share that. Lol. Download it, folks. So yeah. I suddenly felt down for some horrible reason. Then, I remembered what Daddi Ivan told me last night. He wants me to keep on writing em lyrics, but I told him it's hard now. I unno but it's too hard. So yeh, I tried writing again a little while ago and I think I failed again. My thoughts and emotions are just too scattered, it's so hard to locate em out of me... which is why I'm into my guitar these days. I just strum out random chords and yeh... I feel a little better right after the drill. I'm gonna share my failed work here.
There's no use in trying,
I'm stuck and I am to blame.
If I could just read minds,
I won't be there to bother anymore.
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I know what I want,
But it's the hardest truth that I can ever rant.
I just can't believe this,
This kindness that I've been bringing.
Learning to handle the pain,
Just say my name, I come okay.
Talk about randomnez. Lol. This post is long again. I have SO MUCH to say... but all is running away and this game is too hard to play. This very challenging, rough, hopeless, serious, effin game. Am I making sense AT ALL ? 0k, he he.
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